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Tuesday 27 November 2012

SOS: I Need Your Advice

In the space of sunrise and sunset feelings could change from high and butterflies in my tummy, to low and with a broken heart.
It seems every time I try to give love a shot it keeps backfiring.

What's the bone of contention?

He seemed really interested in me, nice, and we got talking.
And every bit of detail he told me about himself did not turn me off.
Till I became his friend on Facebook and I saw the pictures on his timeline...
Oh no! I can't be compatible with that kind of lifestyle, things that look like porn, he drinks and so on...

Are you sure you're not being judgmental? I guess he was being open with himself, not hiding his lifestyle from something as public as social media.

Am I?
I was beginning to like him!
But there are somethings that would not go down well with me.
As confused as I feel right now, knowing that I like him already
You could say I'm not sure of what I want...but I'm really sure of what I DON'T want.

You seem angry too. So why do you have a broken heart?

I don't know... the way I was knowing and liking him, it just seemed very disappointing that he was not all that I was thinking he was or should I say he's not what I was expecting him to be.
I feel terrible liking someone who I think I can't have a healthy relationship with because I'm not cool with his lifestyle.
It seems like I should know what to do, but really what should I do?

She mops the tears welled up in her eyes with a white handkerchief she kept handy.


Imagine you are the person sitting across this woman telling you what she's going through what would you tell her?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

u must be mumurised.what sort of stupid thing is that one?

Mjady said...

are you really going to say that to her face?